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[13 Sep 2003|09:07am] |
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I got a call from Chaminade, and they want me to attend their open house on the 21st, so i might go to that. Im being a dum dum cause im not studying for my SAT's right now..i should be, cause it's less than a month away!
Honestly, i dont know what i want to do. I dont know where i wanna go, and know what i wanna be. Its just that, im so wrapped up on other things happening in school, i dont take the time to actually look at colleges that i want to try to attend, and start applying to them. I need to talk to my parents. I dont know. Time is flying by so fast, and everything is just happening. Im a senior, and i dont know where im going. So much colleges are sending me a lot of stuff, i just leave it in a big plastic bag, and dont bother to look at them.
Honestly, im scared right now. I dont wanna grow up. I want to stay in high school! lol. I think about it nowadays. I see everyone growing up around me. And i see myself growing up.
I dont think im ready to grow up.
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[08 Sep 2003|05:51pm] |
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Gosh, i feel so stressed lately. Its just that, i feel that im going off to a bad start of my senior year. Last week, i did so bad on my quizes. I know i did. My grade in physics is a C, and i got a 70 something on my government quiz. And in health, i did really bad on that quiz also. Gosh, what is wrong with me?
Today we did the first part of our advance math test, and i was doing so bad on it. And on top of all of this, I have to start studying for the SAT, which is about a month away. I have a physics test tomorrow also.
Gosh...i was hoping that this year would be a good year, the best year of my high school years. But, im starting off really bad. And, i gotta start registering for atleast 3 colleges because Mrs. Stewart said that it counts as a grade or something? I think that will be easy.
Im complaining about all of this. How much more will i have to go through in college?
I hate feeling like this, it really sucks.
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[07 Sep 2003|09:27pm] |
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I just registered for the october sat's. Im kinda nervous about it. I really have to start studying for it. I really want to get a good score on it. I dont know, thats just me, i wanna do good on everything i do. Nicki also registered for it, the same day.
School's been good. Well, Advance Math is erking. Its so hard, i wanna drop it! It takes up all of my afterschool hours. All this review is making me go nuts! Shan said that it's gonna be tough for the first few weeks, cause its mostly review. Man, even Ben doesnt get some of it! And Ben is so fricken smart! lol. But, its kinda good that Mrs. Yoshi gives us some time to turn in homework, and work together on it.
There's a nhs meeting tomorrow, and i dont have an agenda planned out...help Tracy! lol. I dont know, maybe ill ask Mrs. Yoshi about it tomorrow during 2nd period, which is math! Its kinda funny, cause me and nicki try to get out of math to work on nhs stuff, but Mrs. Yoshi catches on.
Oh! I talked to Shan! Yay! I miss her so much! Yah, she IMed me online morning. I didnt recognize her sn, but it said APU. And i was like, wait...i know someone that goes to that school...Shan?? And it was her! She's doing well. She says that there's a lot of ahem....."hot" guys in Cali. Lucky Shan,lol. I can't wait when it's Christmas time, cause she's gonna come down and visit, and bring "someone" over. SWEET
Silly shan, miss yah gurly!
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[30 Aug 2003|06:13pm] |
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( Open House )
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| Back to school... |
[22 Aug 2003|03:10pm] |
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Further Seems Forever- New Year's Project |
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Well, today is friday. i just had my first week of my senior year at LBHS. I would have to say that im already stressing about it,lol. well, not really yet. but, we're already starting on nhs stuff. everything is going all g right now. i love being a senior. we get to go out for lunch! yes! no more nasty bob food! lol. its just that we gotta rush coming back. but, it's all good. i wanna join volleyball, its just that my mom doesnt want me to, cause its my senior year and all. but, they say that it looks good on college applications! i dont know. we've been arguing about it for the past 2 days, and she just doesnt want me to. i guess this is why tracy didnt join, cause of her senior year. but i really want to, cause i love to play, and its my last year. i might not join sports in college! well, i dont know, but still! grr mother! lol.
( Classes )
So yah, the school year is off to a good start.
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| lol.... |
[18 Aug 2003|09:01pm] |
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| DC day! |
[17 Aug 2003|12:19am] |
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Dashboard Confessional- Bend and Not Break |
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( Just hold, me close, to you.. )
You are The Best Deceptions!
You're bitter, you're hurt. You WERE in love, until
they screwed it all up. You thought they were
the one for you, and then they broke your
heart. You are ready to move on, even though it
still hurts to think about them. Your friends
are used to seeing you with watery eyes and a
frown. You doodle a lot, and daydream about how
things couldve been.
Which Dashboard Song Are You?
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| DC on TV tonight! |
[14 Aug 2003|01:21pm] |
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I found out that DC is gonna be on Last Call with Carson Daly tonight..i mean friday morning at 12:30 am or something like that on channel 8 So...im gonna stay up, and watch, cause im a dork. so yah, just wanted to let u people know. and watch it if u want to see hot chris and band,lol. laters!
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| decisions, decisions... |
[12 Aug 2003|10:05pm] |
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Dashboard's new cd came out today, and i dont have it, yet! Lol. I will get it, oh yes, it will be mine. Muahahahah!! Ok, im a dork,lol.
Today is my uncle and my friend shan's birthday. I just wanted wish them both a very happy birthday.
Ive been thinking for awhile. Ok, on registration, i had to choose whether or not to take advance math, physics, or both. i decided to take math, because i like math. but i didnt take physics. so that made me have a study hall for my third period, which was supposed to be physics. i didnt wanna take it because i was afraid that it would bring my gpa down, and a lot of other excuses. i just didnt wanna take it! lol. i wanted to have a free period.
so, i ask some people whether or not if i should have taken it. i asked my mom, and she said that i should have, but if i felt that i dont want to take that class, then i didnt have to. she also said that it's hard, but it makes your brain think. so, i asked shan, to sum up what she told me, she said that i should take it, cause she had fun and yah, its a good class. just today, i asked my cousin april if i should take it, she said that i should, because it will help me if i wanna go into nursing. she also said that its hard, but its a good class, kinda what shan told me.
me, im very indecisive. i cant think for myself, nor make up my mind on things such as these. but, i finally made my decision, im going to take physics. first day of school, im gonna go to schwab and tell him that im gonna take it. i have the books and all, i just have to pay for the extra stuff. plus, i wanna be on the electric car team, that seems interesing, and i hope that will make us hardly do any book work,lol. i dont know why im making such a big deal about it. but, this is my future here, and i wanna start planning a good future. so, i want to take risks, and challenge myself, and knowing that God is by my side all the way, i know i can succeed in anything.
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| "Cry me a river!!!" lol..... |
[11 Aug 2003|01:35pm] |
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o_O I would be 57, and he would be 63. Thanks shan for doing the math! lol...my brain isnt working.
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| "And today....i'm officially missing you....." |
[07 Aug 2003|01:05am] |
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Just wanted to share another song. U can d/l it if u dont have it, well, if u want to. But yah, its a nice song, and the acoustic guitar sounds really nice...kinda reminds me of some things...yah.
( Officially Missing You by: Tamia )
Sad lyrics yah??? And if u heard the song, sad song yah??? *tear* Lol...well, im gonna go sleep.....nite! ^_^
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[03 Aug 2003|02:20am] |
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Ew, the pink thing is puking, lol. i know how it feels.
I just got home from chas' house. We were making ti leaf skirts for her brothers for a hula competion that they're going to on thursday. my hands are sore and green. my head is really hurting right now. ive got a lot on my mind lately, and everything just sucks right now. my nose is stuffed. i dont know wat electives to take, when to register for SAT's. im already stressing and school doesnt even start two weeks from now. blah.
*whiner*
gosh. im gonna lie on my bed, sleep, and dream of things so impossible.....
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[29 Jul 2003|06:14am] |
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I d/l AOL 9.0. Pretty cool! This took from 1 something in the morning, up till now, yes, i have dial up, not like some people with DSL *ahem* nicki! ^_^ Lol, you know im joking! Well, im really tired, cause i kept getting up and checking if it was done d/l.
Off to bed i go!
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[28 Jul 2003|12:26am] |
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I was reading some peoples lj's and i came across this. I just wanted to share this with you.
( Perfect Love )
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[28 Jul 2003|12:05am] |
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Its been so hot lately. and the weather is so weird. Well, this past weekend was fun for me.
I went to all three days of keiki hula. Yep, it was nice to see hula again. So cute the keiki dancing. Ok, i slept over at chas' house on friday night. i must have been in a deep sleep, cause people asked me if they heard the thunder that night. and im like, no....i must have been really tired, cause i didnt hear a thing that night. but, i did hear thunder last night, or early morning.
Today, i went with nicki to the NEX. When i went inside...i just wanted to stay there. The stuff there are so cheap! I should have bought the j-lo perfume glow cause it smells really good....man, im so mad at myself,lol. So weird, before, i kept telling nicki to bring me there, and when she did, i didnt buy anything. but, next time, when i go again, im gonna buy something. gosh, stupid me!
*hits self*
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[25 Jul 2003|01:49am] |
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On wednesday night, all of the cousins went out again to celebrate diana's birthday. We ate at Elephants & Castle in aiea. It was fun. The food was good, and we played some pool and video games and darts.
I just came home from watching the first night of the keiki hula competition. Chas' brother was competing again for master keiki. But, he placed 1st runner up again. When i was watching, it made me wanna go back to hula again. I just love the feeling of dancing and showing my talents to others. You just feel so unreal and you feel every single person's eye watching your every move, its just cool. So, im going again tonight to watch the kahiko, which is the ancient hula, and on saturday is the awana, which is the modern hula. Im just kinda worried of seeing my kumu kau'i, cause yah, i just left hula.
But anyways, im gonna go to bed.
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| "Alllwayssss beeeee wrrroonnggg!!!" |
[23 Jul 2003|12:45am] |
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Its been so hot for the past days. My fan is on high, my window is wide open, i took a really cold shower, and its still hot.
Mom is planning my graduation party. Like, she's calling hotels and stuff to send us brochers (sp?) and stuff. So far, we received stuff from Ala Moana, Pacific Beach, and Pagoda. I dont know. Honestly, i didnt want a graduation party, cause it cost a lot, if ur having it at a hotel. But, my mom wants me to have one. She asked me if i wanted to go to the mainland this november, or have a graduation party. This took me awhile to pick one, cause i really wanna go to the mainland, especially around that time, cause it snows. Instead, i told her to just have the graduation party. I could always go to the mainland some other time, and this would be the only time i can have a high school graduation party, unless i flunk this year, and grad with the juniors the following year *smirks* Lol.
The song that im listening to, is the best song in the world. And, its sung by the hottest emo lead singer in a band in the world...well, im my opinion.....yah know who it is.....im sure u do to those who know whom im talking about!! Lol. Aye Carrabba! ^_^
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| Happy, happy, joy, joy |
[20 Jul 2003|02:50pm] |
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Last night was fun. My cousins and i went to D&B to pre-celebrate my cousin Diana's birthday. At first we went to eat at the family reunion at Ala Moana park. It was just fun being with my cousins. I enjoy spending quality family time with them.
This past thursday i spent the night at nicki's house. I had fun. We were just acting like d0rks. We watch Blair Witch 2: Book of Shadows, and we did that thing at the ending u gotta find those certain things. Idk, its hard to explain. But it was kinda freaky. But nicki, she just makes the scary parts that are about to happen so ovious. It was just funny.
I got shoes! Yay! From hot topics. My cousin amie bought a pair just like them, before me. I wanted a pair also, so i got them. Hehe, yes...im a biter. Yum! Lol...Anyways! They're are ad0rkably cute! I'll be wearing them to school and wherever.
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| Guess who's back...back again....... |
[13 Jul 2003|10:41pm] |
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I had a good time at maui, even though we stayed for one day. It was great seeing my relatives again. It's kinda weird though, they remember me, but i dont remember them. Lol.
The reception was nice. I loved the decorations. My cousin Wendy looked beautiful. I really liked the slide show, it was funny, yet sweet. We stayed over at my grandma's house. She's so funny. I enjoyed listening to her and my mom's conversations. It's kinda cool that i could understand what they were talking about in ilocano.
Soon in september, we will be going back there because my cousin Ryan is going to have a first birthday and baptismal party for his adorable baby boy Dylan. I so love that baby! He is so cute!! I wished that we could have stayed for a little longer, because i wanted to hang out with Ryan. It was really nice seeing him again. I really missed him. He's like a brother to me. I hardly have any guy cousins around my age. I just love him. He's so stupid! Anyways, he said that he's gonna come visit here around december for christmas.
I would have to say that Maui is a really beautiful place, but its so boring! Well, thats my opinion. I guess im saying this because ive lived here on oahu well, practically forever! And plus, over here, we have a bus system, not like maui. So, how do people get around? Im so glad we have buses,lol.
I can't wait to go back to maui to see everyone again.
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[11 Jul 2003|11:05pm] |
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Check out the new layout!! I so love it! I wanna thank especially my very d0rkable friend, nicki for making this. She's so good. Teehee!! Thanks a bunch nicki!!!
Anyways, im packing right now, cause we're gonna to maui for my cousin's wedding. We're just staying for one day, no big thing. So, yah.
See you all on sunday!
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